seriously, i dunno wat's wrong with me lah. i'm either getting ppl into trouble, or i'm getting into trouble. hack lah. many things has been happening lah. so irritating. sucky.

been venting my frustrations on chocolates, ice cream. anything dat's cold & chocolaty lah.
still, things aren't getting better.
i ain't getting any better.
and i'm sooo not doing any justice to my weight lor.

many peeps around me are lying to me lah. i dun even understand why.
it's like..
WAT are true frens ?
WHERE are true frens ?
HOW are true frens like ?
WHY aren't i having any true frens ?
WHEN did my true frens leave ?
OR did they even come ?

i feel so empty. i've lost my emotions. i try to find feelings. i've been eating chocolates, and i'm not even bleeding. hell..