Wednesday, December 27, 2006
weeks before i left for OBS, i asked u, "r wednesdays still mine?"
days later u answered, "wat d u think ?"
i replied immediately, "YES YES YES !"
you didn't say anything.
the following wednesday, i called u.
i realised it's no longer mine.
few days before you left for taiwan, i asked u "wanna go out on the 20th?"
you said "see 1st."
school's next week, we haven gone out at all.
we haven talked much this holiday either.
though wat happened in cambodia may be unforgetable, it was the 1st time.
when u said wat u said, it brought more tears to my eyes.
you were important to me, & you are still important to me.
i dunno why, but i had a sudden urge to read all the letters of the past.
i couldn't let 5 years of frenship end now, neither will i let it end in the future.
but i simply dunno how to salvage this frenship.
everytime i call you, it was always the wrong time.
you were busy, watching a movie, talking to someone else.
i know dat you never bothered bout this blog, so you'll never read this.
oh well..
i doubt you even care anyway.
somehow, you seem to have forgotten everything.
i hate all these changes.
i miss those days.
i've lost shiying & wenqi, i can't lose you too.
yiling, i miss you so.
