it's been 7days since i last blogged.

FYI, the last 7days has been hell for me. yes, hell. there were times when i was thrown unaware into the state of the never-ventured. panicks, praying, wishing, wanting. so i've come to dis conclusion. OLEVELS TURN PEOPLE'S LIVES UPSDIEDOWN, TOPSYTURVY, INSIDE OUT.

like the school cousellor said, we have to own dis examination. we've to divide our subjetcs & conquer by absorbing all of the knowledge to ace. i we will be strong & possesive. under no cicumstances will we fall to the depths of horror of examinations.

'THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY'- TGIF, has always been a favourite phrase of my mum's. i've never really understood exactly y she loves friday so much. i finally did, after 5days of doing non-stop homework, losing 2-3hours of sleep each night. even i was TGIF-ing dis morning.

as i complained to mummy bout how baaad my week had been, it dawned upon me how lucky i was. my poor daddy leaves the house for work every morning at 6.30 without fail. holidays & weekends never made any difference. he faces his workers at work, handling all kinds of chores his company has for him, only to return home at 11plus at night. everyday, he would sleep only after eating his supper, taking a bath & reading newspapers, which would usually be around 12-1am,, & his day starts all over again upon awaking. boring.
he has only 1week of holidays -which is during the chinese new year- each year. not dat he can't have a break, but becos he's too busy to do so. yet, i seem to be more shag den him after 5days of homework. of cos, i had more sleep den he did, lesser work den he had & definitely not as much reponsibilities as he does.

my dear daddy is my source of motivation :)
too bad he ain't exactly my role model. i dun really want to spend my like working my guts out just for a week of holiday, which can even be shortened. the idea of machines controling my life scares me. engineering will not be 1 of my career choice at all. bwhahahaaa.


dear girl, i really dun want u to do wat u did dat day again. u scared the daylights out of me. not just me, u scared everybody. because of u, i had to control my tears form falling. i never prayed before. not even for anyone. not my family, not my friends. no one. but, u broke dis record, u were the 1st person i ever prayed for.
i never knew how much u meant to me until dat day. i know for a fact dat i wanna remember u for the rest of my life. but i dun wanna to remember u dis way. i want u to live in my memory as someone who forces my mouth to curl into an 'u'with such ease & induces laughter-cramps upon my tummy each time we talk.
please, no matter wat, do not give up. preservere. khoryen姐姐 will always be there for u :)

girl, u have a place in my heart.

P.S.- i dun mean it in romance way okay!