damn. i'm not feeling wat i'm thought i'd feel aft graduating from dis course/ POP/ donning the rank/ officially a CI.
i thought i'd feel the uncontrollable urge to return to the unit to whack some butt/enthu bout every single NP activity no matter watever it is.
however, the thought of going for a meeting on friday is neutral. i dun feel the enthu-ness, but a lil sian-ness. where by i've to wear PT kit for a meeting which doesn't even involve going to school to see any cadets can. PT kit means i've to plait my hair + wear a singlet. it's total troublesome can. stupid grandma dunno how to comprehend dat it's super mah fan can.
oh yes, i finally saw zhijia during POP aft straining my eyes, looking out for mjr's new WHO.
damn. i've saw her many many many times yet i didn't realise dat she'd wear contacts & all.
FYI, i'm still a lil sore dat god didn't hear my prayers regarding his taking the rain away for the evening. therefore, aft going for NDP05, NPDP06, SYFOC06, school aniversary parades, rehearsing millions of wet weather programmes, a wet weather programme FINALLY took place on the actual day.
like goddammit lah. the weather just haaaaaaaaaaad to be bad on my POP day. the 1 parade when i was the tired-est of all can. the trainings started early & ended late the day before, den started even earlier on the actual day :(
i was soooooooooooooo looking forward to doing the D07 formation can. seriously. i've never done sucha thing in a parade before & i really really really wanted to do it lah.
yet, the rain just haaaaaaaaaad to ruin it all.
god did not answer my our prayers. he did not..
anyhow, the atmosphere for POP wasn't exactly ruined. it would have been alot happier if it weren't for the rain.
*misstay donned my rank for me!* :D lalalalalalaaaa~
i shall extend my thanks to misstay, jared, sengwei & lt for coming. :D
i didn't see yiling at all, so not counted. hahah.
blahhhh. i dun really have photos for POP yet.
trying to kope here & there & everywhere. only nobody with the cameras yest r online :(
photo credits: fabian samuel
the song the CIIs sang on campfire night for us. it touched my heart. deeply :)
Learn to fly- A1 When you feel the dream is over Feel the world is on your shoulders And you lost the strength to carry on Even though the walls may crumble And you find you always stumble through Remember never to surrender to the dark Cuz if you turn another page You will see that's not the way The story has to end
And if you need to find a way back Feel you're on the wrong track Give it time, you'll learn to fly Tomorrow is a new day And you will find your own way Youll be stronger with each day that you cry Then you'll learn to fly
In your head, so many questions The truth is your possession The answer lies within your heart (within your heart) You will see the doors are open If you only dare to hope And you will find a way to fight The fears that kept you down Cuz if you turn another page You will see that's not the way The story has to end
And if you need to find a way back Feel you're on the wrong track Give it time, you'll learn to fly Tomorrow is a new day And you will find your own way You'll be stronger with each day that you cry Then you'll learn to fly
Looking at your situation There's so much that you can do Now's the time to make your stand This is just an observation In the end it's up to you The future's in your hands
And if you need to find a way back Feel you're on the wrong track Give it time, you'll learn to fly Tomorrow is a new day And you will find your own way You'll be stronger with each day that you cry Then you'll learn to fly
