bloody hell. things really don't go the way we want them to.
1. i've this friend who got me to sign up for NDP with her, which she withdrew in the end. fuck lah. now i'm freaking alone. what makes it worse, is that her friend forced her to go, therefore she got me to go. & now, her friend withdraw so she also bloody withdraw. fuckfuckfuckFUCK.
WANT TO BE LIKE UR FRIEND SO MUCH THEN GO & DIE FOR HER LAH. SHE MIGHT EVEN GIVE U HER BRAIN AFT THAT. THEN U CAN BE JUST LIKE HER. jesus!

2. camp craft com postponed to thursday ah! i was practically rejocing when grandma told me lah. then he just had to tell me that the AC wants a CI down for HRC which is FUCKING ON SATURDAY. 7AM TO 4PM. walau eh. now i can't even go for delta gathering. i thought i could still go after camp craft com lah. wth. can't believe VS went for their HRC alr.
see lah see lah. i bet now only mjr CIs can't go relieve 9daysRC 4daysATC with delta-ians alr :(

3. i can't stand being dizzy/ giddy/lifeless aft a run. i shall start training. ha! grandma, u still owe me a run lehhhhh. this friday aft rehearsal kkkkkkkkk. bring ur shorts/ track pants. don't u dare deny okay.

4. 48 better not be late tmr. i don't wanna spend 1hr59mins waiting for her again. goddammit.



oh, & i got 2/15 for econs test. way to go huh. my life rocks indeed.